If you visit China for a week, you can write a book. If you are here for a month, you can write an article. 
If you are here for a year, you are so confused about what is happening that you can barely write a few sentences. 
 
 
我還,可愛嚒
 
 
 
 
青峯去廣州的那天,我來北京了。那是11月5號。

那天發生了很多在我意料之外的事情,可以叫做防不勝防。走的那天陽臺上的陽光我還記得它們的樣子,它們穿過地面,似乎把太陽的思緒反射到我的臉上。我知道那一天我一臉愁緒,緊張,而且不知道應該用什麽表情跟自己對話。幸好海豚君一路陪著我上機,幫我解決了很多問題。那天我真感慨,還是我愛人培養的好啊。

其實到機場的時候我都還沒有感受到原來我到了另外一個地方。除了地鐵之後,一眼望過去老張燒烤店升起來的煙,我才慢慢覺得,看著那燒烤的煙我都覺得北方的煙似乎很豪邁,而且令北京的空氣變得如此渾濁。現在想來我對北京似乎沒有油然而生的好感,令我皺眉頭的事情,卻是一件件地發生。這其中不論好的壞的,總是讓我記住那許許多多的時候。而我也漸漸發現沒到一個新地方后的一個半月,就是掉眼淚的時候。大抵現在是最脆弱的時候吧,往後如果不是curious,應該就是numb了。

一个美国人跟中国人说Welcome to BJ的时候(我來北京的NO.1最開心時刻)
看不见100米以外大厦的时候
站在落地窗前眺望CBD的时候
用平板电脑点餐的时候
冬天街上都是刺客的时候
吐出来的冰糖葫芦是紫色的时候
每天都要戴着口罩出门然后被告知那实在不管用的时候
街上行人都在吐痰我真的很擔心我會被吐到的时候
三里屯的潮童看起来都是gay的时候
看见清华也有Facebook的时候
坐地铁“我跟你换一下”的时候
北京的初雪听起来就像是女生初夜的时候
在北京見到青峯的時候(我來北京的NO.2最開心時刻)
知道英国人也很幽默也喜欢用cool的时候
知道伤不起的英文是too delicate to bear a blow的时候
看見北方人吼著買單的時候
發現自己沒機會可以說白話的時候
在地鐵站前看見人打架的時候(我才之後相約到地鐵站打架不是開玩笑的)
和s醬在天安門逛著聊天的時候
和師妹們一起感受到友情味道的時候
討厭自己煮飯味道的時候
總是覺得自己不屬於北京的時候
夜深讀著催淚短信的時候
。。。。。。

在北京所有的所有,正在慢慢開始。
 
C'est la vie 10/09/2011
 
C'est la vie, "Such is Life"
    "I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear;
nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to
live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a
corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and
have somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to 'glorify God and enjoy him forever.' " 

                                                                                                                                                       ---- "Walden", Henry David Thoreau
 
Beautiful ones 10/09/2011
 
“一個人20歲不美麗,30歲不健康,40歲不富有,50歲不聰明,那麼他一輩子就不會再美麗、健康、富有、聰明了。”
 
 
"怪獸,你跟小叮噹熟不熟?"我問,翹起二郎腿.
"不熟,沖蝦?"怪獸呵呵笑.
"幫我借臺時光機."我說,看著雲.
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“One of the best feelings in the world is when you hug someone you love, and they hug you back even tighter.”
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I AM 05/22/2011
 
I watched a video on Wit's blog, which is amazing, and it just keeps telling me what a  shallow way that I am living in.
 
Macaron Thinking 05/03/2011
 
"Love is like head wound, it make you dizzy, you think you die, but you recover. Usually. "
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